Hating Love

Love is gay, it is stupid, it builds people up with thoughts of someone loving you and then it crushes you and gets rid of that person :( i dont like this feeling....

Another blog of mine for you to read! :)

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1. http://www.whattodoaboutmylife.blogspot.com/ (that's the one that your on righ now)
2. http://www.nerdthatisinlove.blogspot.com/ (my nerdy blog...)

A life without love in it is like a heap of ashes upon a deserted hearth - with the fire dead, the laughter stilled and the light extinguished.
Author: Frank Tebbetts

From The Heart

Okay from my heart I love this guy but now I like another guy and I don't know if or what i should do about it please please help me I can't tell if I should ask him out or if I should ignore him and never ask him out or if i should love him and have him love me or should i just say hey you know what I am going to take control and do this on my own and then go ask him out and have him laugh in my face and then say no? should I do what I want to or move on and never be loved?

What...

What if I was walking home and he asked me out?
What if I knew that would never happen?
What if I was wrong?
What would happen if that did happen?
What would happen if it was a dream that was oh to real?
What could happen if I was "popular" or "cool"?
What could happen if I could not only read his mind but control it?
What would he say if I died?
What could he say if I died?
What if I died?

What now

Okay so i don't know what to do anymore and I really am confused about my gay life should I give up on a guy who wants to be friends? or what... I HATE MY LIFE! Okay so what if everything is a lie and I am not meant to be in love with anyone and no one else is meant to love me back? what if there is no one out there for me? What if I know that the person that is made for me is not even alive anymore or not alive yet what if he is out there, what if he is just hiding from me. What if everyone else knows who my perfect match is except for me? What am I to do about everything out there?

The Secret Crush by TinyDancer46

She'd known him her entire life
She always dreamed to be his wife
Just his smile made her heart melt
But she never told him how she felt

Forever hoped to have him here
Always dreamed to hold him near
Time passed and they both did grow
But still she never let him know

Perfect chances passed her by
But she just couldn't tell this guy
No matter what she'd ever do...
He still didn't have a clue

But one day her whole world did end
When she heard news from a friend
About the wreck he'd gotten in...
She'd never see his smile again

Now at his grave she softly cries
The tears running from sad eyes
This hurting girl whose heart is broken
All because of love unspoken