From The Heart

Okay from my heart I love this guy but now I like another guy and I don't know if or what i should do about it please please help me I can't tell if I should ask him out or if I should ignore him and never ask him out or if i should love him and have him love me or should i just say hey you know what I am going to take control and do this on my own and then go ask him out and have him laugh in my face and then say no? should I do what I want to or move on and never be loved?